Excerpt from my diary in August 2010

Preparation is in full swing and pasty as it always was. It's gonna be a new vehicle and a new tour. About the vehicle it is said about among experts that it will never work. The tour is so much greater and enormously dangerous, that I get still and wait in the silence for a while, whenever I think about it. But I also know that my confidence will move mountains. At first there was the idea, everything was so euphoric that I could develop a plan quickly. I had a great time leaving no thought for problems, troubles or difficulties concerning the further time and way. Time was filled with ideas and my irrepressible "anger of construction" and it flew away. The year 2010 used to be at the back of my mind as the